My thoughts = that word you've got in parentheses.
I LOVE it.
EDIT: I've been listening to it nonstop, and I think I've got all the lyrics:
[verse 1]
In those days I was a train wreck
I was lost in a sea
Of alcohol, irony and unbridled self-pity
There were so many words I had to write
Confessions on my mind
I designed them and delivered them with reckless abandon
My tightly-coiled, repressed, frustrated past fading fast
I was constantly exploding, I was constantly screaming
The days moved slow and the nights dissolved into a thickening haze
Where I spoke with a tongue that wasn't mine
To faces I couldn't recognize
[pre-chorus]
There's so much I forget
There's so much more I'd like to
[chorus]
I'm through with the past
But the past isn't through with me
I'm through with the past
But the past isn't through with me
[verse 2]
That's who I was when we first met in cathartic song
When I became the patron saint of the depressed and neglected
I left those days, those places and that person all on tape
Absolved, I resolve to start again and never look back
[pre-chorus]
You want me where I was
And you still remind me
[chorus]
I'm through with the past
But the past isn't through with me
I'm through with the past
But the past isn't through with me
[instrumental bridge]
[chorus]
I'm through with the past
But the past isn't through with me
I'm through with the past
But the past isn't through with me
No, I'm through with the past
But the past, it isn't through with me
No, I'm through with the past
But the past isn't through with me
